memories of a princess

the morning a bit dull and breezy today..
as it shades the walking being that walk upon the earth..
i got n early morning call from my supervisor at 6.30 a.m..
it was a very shock news..
my fren was pass away last night..
i woke up with full of sadness but i stand not cry ..
sorrow was fill inside of me today..
about at 9 ..me and my supervisor went visiting her families..
when i got there.. they was showering her for the last time..
when done clothing her we do the prayers .....
i say to myself " please dont cry"..
but when she was in front of me for the last time..
i couldnt stand anymore..
tears was upon my eyes...

Nurulhaini bte Anuar..
someone who is really pretty for me..
coz inside of her is like a precious diamond..
she make me laugh..
she make me smile..
she cheer me up when i was sad..
there will always a glimpse of joy in her even in her bears something she doesnt know and couldnt stand..

she will never be beside me again to smile together
but memories of her will not fades away ..

may she rest in peace now
al-fatihah for her...

a gizillion forgiveness

to all my fellow readers i seek upon forgiveness.. please forgive me...

i was away last week for an international conference and i didnt have the time to update my blog... i presented my paper in equatorial hotel... gladly i done it well ..answered 2 question from a singaporean guy...

am sorry coz the pictures is a litle bit dark...

am i smart?

bla ..bla ..bla ...bla.. this and that...hehehehe

mothers day

the sacrifies that cant be paid by any of the wealth on the whole wide world is the sacrifies from our mother that delivers us to the real world.. so mum.. i love u so much.. it reminds me that i was born without any cries... and it made tears fall from her ..worried that i would be not alive.. luckily i have the cries, few minutes after the nurse tried so hard to make me cry..

yesterday.. we celebrate mothers day earlier (even it's suppose to be on 11 may 2008)... coz it was my youngest sister birthday on 1st of mei...

the cakes is fills with slices of mangoes... so nice...and tasty....yummy to my tummy...

my mum and my grandma..the bithday girl with my litlle princess (my niece)

hmm what the litle princess up too (her name is Nurin Syasha Batrisya)

my mum scold her abit.. n she make a face...we all call her "NENEK KEBAYAN" coz she like to make faces n become a monster..a small one...hehehe

then the drama started..

the birthday girl with her cake.. she is sweet 17 now.. my niece still in bad mood..hehehe

i brought home 3 of my closest fren .. the litle princess is ok now...

after finish up all the dishes.. oh i am so sorry coz i forgot to take the pictures of the dishes we have yesterday.. it was nasi ayam (chicken rice) with soya drink...

truth reveals on my t -shirt

as a person we have to have someone that can made us cheer up even not everyday .... that someone is a fren.. a fren is someone that can be with u either it is a happy time or a sad time .. frens that can accept u as u are..frens that do care about u is a lovely frens....the one that we can share our feelings and thoughts... cherish yo frens while u still can..

vertikally on me

look closer....

and closer.....u will see

my five BIG paperclip.. it resembles like a hand holding my bag from behind...five fingers....

this bard simpson ....notty he is... right??

and he like to skateboarding around.. even without any cloth on...

hmmm life sometimes feels like a cartoon..and cartoon is also a life...

i like the simpson coz it shows the uniqueness of being someone..

the important thing is that we brave enough to bring out the full potential of ourself even sometimes people will look at us differently...

am i a shaolin?

its friday ... so this is me today.. i am abit strange kind of guy that like what people bears in mind when they look at me.. am i like a shaolin??? hehehe maybe i am... coz when i walk out today people say that i am like the dalai lama in tibet.. and i was making jokes to them as i was acting as one ... hehehe.. life is all about acting sometimes... lies n truth sometimes mix up to make our life more cheer up...

in the morning i have a class about Particle Swarm Optimization.. my senior presented the lecture today.. i have presented the topics to an undergraduate class before.. just theoretical parts only.. then went to the mosque...have a free meal this morning .. a very nice nasi lemak...and a blackforest cake from secret recipe.. my supervisor ask me to bought it from jusco...hmmm

so what u venture into life today my frens? it is a bright day here ...coz ussually it is raining in the afternoon...

can u see my white paperclip??

can u see my ring? my big bro gave me that.. and my handphone case (the one i am holding on my left hand- made by mengkuang)

smart day

Monday are alwez a SMART DAY in my campus.. we have to wear the formal attire to lectures, administration building and all the offices. if not, we r gonna get summon by the security guard (the campus "POLIS")... me..i like to dress kinda uniquely different sometimes to my lab..
this week theme is "bloody red in dark "..hehehehe

this is me on my desk.. i have a HP desktop with a 17inch monitor.. lazerjet printer n all..

i even got a small mcDonald teddy bear named GOLDY.. it reminds me of someone.. (my date).. ehemmm....i name it goldy coz it is like gold in colour and the person that i be with that time is so precious like gold to me...and i have a plant in the glass beside Goldy...

life for me is all about colours.. coz colours do bring joy and happiness to us.. and also can be sad or sorrow.. so what colours are u all today my frens???

deliciously tasty...yummy

yesterday was my oldest sister birthday... my family always celebrate birthday for each of the family members.. we ussually gather around ... cut cakes... and my mum cook the loveliest dish ever in the whole wide world even it is just a simple one..

the strawberry cake with jelly..

the line of the deliciously tasty dishes..

ayam masak merah.. javanese cuisine..spicy and delicious....

sayur campur with cabbage.. so'on.. tempe..carrot and kacang panjang...

the sunquick juice..one for all.. and all for one

the group of rojak percik with the kuah rojak percik... the timun and sengkuang.. and tempe..

the sambal pelam asam...

the tauhu...
this is mine after i mix it all...

cherish your families as they love u so much always...forever...